impossible

Sometimes love can blame anything!

who's love?

why i'm so blind to find someone like you?

even i'm never met!

he's like a mirage.. so closer to me! hmm.. and i know he was there! but we as we are seperated like a diffrent world...

i'm here and you there! whattta such big deal?????????

he said " don't worry don't use your heart use your brain"

that words just only (man)

but he's just want appreciate - respect - and he said ' he care my heart' nah! and i'm always remember he said " don't expect! just the way we are we can!"

(so? what's next..)

i'm never imagine how i can thinking so deeply to explain my heart, actually i know this way i can't be happy with him!

always painful to stand up and loving him sincere my heart.

i just want let you know..

but i can't follow your way for loving me

i know my way for loving you

not like you..

me like me...

i'm never expect too much..

i'm never ask too much..

did you know?

how i trying to be d'best for you?

I'm always insist you be the best for me?

love..

i'm never regret

i'm expect i'm respect i'm appreciate

i do care! i do it for you!

and i call you love!

not for selfish?

not for fight?

not for ended?

not for dropping each other?

i just want you be happy this way..

like my way

like my way to loving you

i want let you know... how can be make your day colorfull?

loving each other..

i'm expect (indeed sound's so impossible)

until the rest of my life...

but.... how can?

can't i survive without you..

You?re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could?ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You?re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I?d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you?re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can?t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I?ll be there at the end of the day

I don?t wanna be without you babe
I don?t want a broken heart
Don?t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don?t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don?t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don?t want a broken heart
And I don?t wanna play the broken-hearted girl?No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I?m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I?ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you?ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you?re not deserving me
And still you?re in my heart
But you?re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don?t complain
Cause I?ve been afraid that you would've walk away

beyonce knowles- no broken hearted girl

As days go by
and fade to nights
I still question
why you left
I wonder how
it didn't work out
but now you're gone
and memories all I have for now
but no it's not over
we'll get older we'll get over
we'll live to see the day that I hope for
come back to me
I still believe that
we'll get it right again
we'll come back to life again
we won't say another goodbye again
you'll live forever with me

Someday, someday
we'll be together
someday, someday
we'll be together

I heard someday
might be today
mysteries of destinies they
are somehow
and are someway
for all we know
they come tomorrow
But for today
my eyes are open
my arms are raised for your embrace
my hands are here to mend what is broken
to feel again to walk on the face
I believe there is more to life
oh I love you much more than life itself
I believe I can change your mind
revive what is dying inside

john lagend-someday

i wish i could be a good for you..

never tired trying to be a good girlfriend but always broke and hurt again!! so??

why we keep loves someone but altough hurts me? and tears.. so easy wetting your face?

if sincerity can bring someone change to loves you? so.. pretending sincerity can bring someone never respond your love...

love so complicated to descripe..

love so selfish...

love can bring to fight broke and trouble..

i know if you love someone you must stive for you love until someone know u'r love,, so is not easy!

waiting... just waiting.. until god respond ur wishes and then someone in somewhere comes to you?

oh noo!!! waiting i can't waiting.. if love comes so easy come and go..

afraid to fight..

afraid to miss understanding..

afraid too long distance

afraid if leave me alone..

when am trip to bedugul (bali)

for few months ago.. me and all my big family trip to bali again.. visit to bedugul just see view the lake - temple for pray hindu totally wonderfull view! :)
altough am often visit bedugul but am never boring guys looks all view in bedugul soooo excotic the weather so could if you know!

(the lake in bedugul.. loooks! in middle have temple there!!)

("this pura = d'place for pray hindu')

(this place secred guys for hindu only)

i misss my home...

OH-god kangen banget sama nuansa dibali! :'( kangeeeeeeeeen banget air yang dingin dan makanan kesukaan gue ayam suir buatan memeh *( memeh ituh = tanteh) dan kue ke sukaan gue adalah inih! kalau gue gak beli kelepon gak lengkapppp deh!!!

udah pernah nyobain belum kue kelepon ini? khusus nya daerah bali pasti pernah deh hahaha. yang belum nyobain kebali aja yah! murah cuma 1000-2000 lah hahaha ;p

ohiyah ini rumah gue dibali tepat nya di tabanan desa bongan pala. hihi rumah gue pinggir jalan banget! ini yang selalu bikin gue kangeeeeeeeeeeen sama suasana pagi disana! seger banget dan fresh banget otak juga terang! *maap terlalu lebay hahahaha

ituh dia! itu belum seberapa yah! masih luas lagii...... *nada sombong hahahaa.

pokok nya enak banget deh rumah disana :'( maklum lah nama nya juga masih pedesaan jadi jarak ke kota yah lumayan jauh juga! kalo ke airport juga jauh banget!..

banyak banget pemandangan indaaah disana sawah,pantai macem2 dehh! enak semua nya!!

hihi kalau udah disana bawaan nya emang gak mau dirumah mau nya jalan2 hihi :D oh yah let's im on the trip to bedugul-pantai yeh gangga-dreamland dll.

(ini jembatan terpanjang! gue lupa dmn letak nya*payaaaaaaaah)

(hell-o om swastiswatu istilah islam assalamualaikum hihihi)

*jujur yah gue gak tau kalau difoto tap bagus lah yah! hihi. oh iyah ini lagi di dreamland punya nya si tommy tapi udh jadi milik negara indo hihi, jarang banget sih wisatawan kesini.. mungkin belum tau kali yah padahal bagusan ini loh view nya juga keren abis hehe.. dan sepi pas gue kesana! serasa kek milik pantai sendiri :P

masih banyak tempat dibali yang harus kita kunjungin! bagusss banget! sayang berhubung kemarin2 liburan mepet cuma 3 harian doang! jadi cuma sebentar doang deh :( semoga aja bisa nanti liburan disana,, atau tinggal disana selamanya? hahaha kita gak tau yah! :D:D inilah yang gue rindukan dibaali apalagi dirumaaaaah duh! sumpah yah gue butuh liburan! come on holidaaaaaaaayy!

this is my family, i really really loved my parents, and i always wanted to the best for my parents. to make her happy happy and happy! :)

i always wishies want to make them smile with the results and have now they are all very meaningfull of me! 

mom n dad, i belive make u proud of me!! thanks for everything, do you know how muchs i love you frm whatever it's? mom n dad.. one day i can make proud of your kids like me :) 

  Sahabat mengubah semua suasana yang ada, entah dari kesedihan hingga senang dia selalu ada untuk kita, walaupun serapuh keadaan walau senyaman tertawa terbahak-bahak dia selalu ada untuk kita. terimakasih anggita,faisal,inyuu i love guys :)